i do think the most insane thing sticking with me rn is the fact that THE vocalizations we’ve been hearing since s1 have actually been the girls all along at the moment they truly became feral and one with the wilderness like that is why i will ride for this show forever are you kidding me i love you yellerjacker<3
If Ben didn’t die they wouldn’t have had their screaming ritual celebration, which means the bird watchers wouldn’t have investigated them, so they wouldn’t have been rescued either way. But Natalie is never going to think if it like that. She’s always going to “know” that she murdered Ben one day before they would’ve been rescued.
If there’s any one reason for why Trav and Nat abused drugs to cope, it’s gotta be that.
Armand staring at the whitewashed, almost unrecognisable rendition of himself in that painting hanging in the Louvre and feeling a stab of jealousy because at least museum rules prevent that version of him from being touched without permission. It’s the only version of a younger him ever to be shielded from wandering hands.
everytime nat tries to help ben she gets it wrong. she insists on the trial being two thirds majority, so they have to keep voting and eventually find him guilty. she tries to keep him alive which only puts him through more pain. she mercy kills him and literally the next fucking day people show up that would have rescued them if his fucking head hadn’t been on a spike.
i love her so much, she is so fucking kind and so determined to do the right thing and the universe (or the wilderness or whatever) keeps fucking her over so it’s no fucking wonder she ends up the way she does.
